Well it's been a while, not alot new with me which is quite sad in the space of a couple of months nothing much has changed. If I was 100% happy with life then well I'd never want change but alas sadly thats not the case.
Living with my gran for a bit at the moment, all she does is tries to feed me, total nightmare for the waistline, I also must drink about 15 cups of tea a day, I think Im systematically turning into an old lady.
Love life is abit complicated to say the least, I don't understand how I can feel so much for someone but don't really wanna be with them? How does that work? I actually think Im better off as a loner, I don't get as confused and don't hurt anyone, which is the last thing I want to do, I really am so confused at the moment. Trying to chat it through with anyone else just makes my head hurt, as I don't even understand how I am feeling.
Meh.
