Well it's been a while, not alot new with me which is quite sad in the space of a couple of months nothing much has changed. If I was 100% happy with life then well I'd never want change but alas sadly thats not the case.
Living with my gran for a bit at the moment, all she does is tries to feed me, total nightmare for the waistline, I also must drink about 15 cups of tea a day, I think Im systematically turning into an old lady.
Love life is abit complicated to say the least, I don't understand how I can feel so much for someone but don't really wanna be with them? How does that work? I actually think Im better off as a loner, I don't get as confused and don't hurt anyone, which is the last thing I want to do, I really am so confused at the moment. Trying to chat it through with anyone else just makes my head hurt, as I don't even understand how I am feeling.
Meh.
arienryan
Hi ,
I know what you mean be having feeling for somone and dont know if you should be with them or not , and when your in the same room with them it dosent seam to fit ,
I am kind in the same situation as you when it comes too the way your feeling, but all you can do is try and make your mind up and when you think you have it changes agen , how fucken confuzzing is that ,
If you love the person you should give it a chance but tell them you feel a bit weard bout seeing him or her alot then keep the meatings till the weekends or whenever you want but if you see eachother too much youll probilly feel as if your not shure about going out enymore ,
Enyway thats what ive done and its kinda working so far but,
absince makes the hart grow fonder , taking a brake somtimes helps you too see clearly about a partner so mibee try it ,?
enyhoo thanks for reading my blaa , t-y bye
from -ryan ,